Rosanii

I think it’s about time to let know that I’m still alive (if any people are still here after these long time of my absence). It’s strange that phrase like ‘still alive’ has a bit different meaning now. It actually sounds much more serious than months ago when I posted last time. However – that time gave me a chance to rethink some important things. I know I said that I’ll come back in January/February/March… But I guess I’m not the only one suprised by 2020 and how the things are going. Firstly, university – I finally got BA degree. Most of my energy was taken by training to BA exam. Now I’m preparing to 2-years long way to get the next degree but I’ll try to change my attitude a bit. Although, recently I'm questioning most of my aims… Ofcourse I’ll end what I’ve started but… it’s hard to find the early enthusiasm. Last time I wrote that I need to rest, rethink, look for the aim or something similar to it. Did I found my answers? No, not exactly. Am I feel better, releaxed etc…? I’m

Hi, I know I haven't been here for a long time. Well... I had to think over some things. Firstly, I decided to end my Instagram account soon. Why? I think that there is no one reason. I noticed that my account lost its development, its aim. I can't gain more than 75 followers (for over 1,5 year). I know, that followers aren't the most important, but I often feel senseless with my drawings, sketchings etc. - I feel like I stuck in empty space, I try to express myself through my works but there is no answers... I'm (unfortunately) this kind of human who needs to find a sense in everything to function properly. Doing something without purpose? No, it makes me feel depressed at some moment. I don't even know, what I'm doing wrong, which way I should choose, what change... It's demotivating in some way. I probably recreate this account in with the same name in the future and I'll connect it with writing (in January/ February/ March - I don't know yet; it depends on some events). I don't

Hi, I have an important info. Firstly, I would like to apologise for my absence. May and half of June will be hard time for me. A lot of studying, tests, exams and other valid things to do. I'll try to add some arts once or twice a week but I don't want to make too much promises. Besides long studying always makes me massive artblock. I haven't find any solution so far. But I'll do what I can. Sketching, drawing, art... It's one of two my biggest passions and I will not give up easily. I hope You understand. Have a nice evening :) (Sorry for eventually mistakes, English isn't my native language)